First I came for the yoga.
The postures were a little difficult at first, but once I realized I
don’t have to compete with anyone else and just listen to my body, it got
better quickly.
And I began to feel better on a daily basis.
A lot better.
Then I heard about the Wednesday night breathing and
meditation hour. It was some old school (thousands
of years old!) breathing exercises (Pranayama) followed by a half hour of “om” that would
give me the best sleep of my life, I was told.
They were right. I also felt extremely relaxed the whole
next day.
Hmm… does this mean if I keep this up, I’ll keep feeling better and
better with no end in sight?
Yes.
And no.
I began to feel great on a daily basis. I had more energy, more
blood flow, more mental clarity, more flexibility. Less aches and therefore
less complaints. Less need for caffeine, among other things.
This was a very good thing (hint: it still is) because it
made me happier. Happier and more peaceful.
But... after doing yoga and meditation for a while, I hit
a plateau. I started to get used to feeling that good. I started to take the increased happiness for granted. (Sigh, humans...)
I didn't know how quickly I would miss this plateau when I fell off of it...
I didn't know how quickly I would miss this plateau when I fell off of it...
Guess what happens next? Because life is never the same day after day, it throws you a curve now and then you really weren't expecting, and I let a few of those knock me off my schedule for a bit. I stopped practicing yoga and meditation as much and...
I started to feel NOT as flexible. LESS energetic and as buoyant as I was. My thinking got muddier. I started to stress more.
I quickly found myself yearning for that “feel good” plateau
that I had taken for granted, that had made my life easier overall.
So I got back on schedule. And it didn’t take any time at all to get back to that sweet
spot, thank God.
The bonus for all this? I realized that because I was on the yoga-meditation-happy-peace plateau, I handled those curve balls so much easier.
So, it’s like an insurance policy. You're in good hands. Like a good
neighbor, your "feeling good plateau" is there... if you don't deny yourself.
Ups and downs, feeling good plateaus..... Constant change and motion, right? It's only our minds that tell us that that is not a good thing, but if we let it all flow, we just notice the difference, without the judgments.... :)
ReplyDeleteI have to keep reminding me of this... Thanks for sharing about your plateau......
You are also reminding me not to compare it to how I felt before, but just to experience whatever I'm feeling "as it is" in the moment.
ReplyDelete