Good Job vs God Job - Ego vs Soul

I read a quote recently about the importance of "imprinting" my intention on the Universe...

Instead of seeing everything as perfect and as God intended, it seemed to suggest I should work hard to impose my view on life and the order of things.

For me it's more true to join with the Universe... to uncover my soul's intention, which is already in alignment with the Universe/God, and live into that.

"Imprinting my intention on the Universe" has ego present in the way an artist seeks recognition through desiring "immortality" in their work.

There's also a warning in the quote about absorbing other's intentions so that you're not steered off your own course.

Of course we wouldn't want to lose ourselves to another's will (except God's!)...

But what if you give your life to serving others, and it's not about you at all? You'd probably engage with them energetically to offer whatever assistance they needed for the next step in their journey.

If I ever think it's about me, then it's just my ego talking. Good reminder.

Mini Satsangs

Gautum Baiji said, "We know what our practice is, and yet if we do not practice it, we cannot achieve our spiritual goals.

We can sit in front of the Gardens of God and not experience God at all.

The mind does not want to allow it. It doesn't want to become your slave. It says, "Follow me!"

Yet the mind is like a monkey - it can never stay in one place.

How can we concentrate the mind with the Holy Name? Because if you remember the Holy Name, all sorrows and pain can go away.

Meditation.








A philosopher said life is not full of joy or sorrow, it is filled with what you think it is filled with, what you decide it is filled with.

How can the bird get the fish in the water without getting wet? The same is true for us.

There are two things you have to do for yourself: eat, and meditate. If you want liberation and salvation, meditate.








A man came to a doctor and asked for a cure for his wife's deafness.

"Bring her here and I will examine her first," the doctor said.

"No, she will not come," the man said sadly.

"Well I at least need to know how serious the problem is, so here's what you do: stand 40 feet away and ask her something simple. If she does not respond, go to 30 feet, and so on."

So the man left. When he arrived at home, he stood 40 feet from his wife and said, "Will you make me some lentil soup?"

Nothing. So he moved 30 feet from her. "Will you make me some lentil soup?"

Still nothing. So he repeated it at 20 and 10 feet away with no success.

Finally he walked right to her and said right in her ear, "Will you make me some lentil soup-"

Suddenly she shouted, "I keep telling you over and over, make it yourself!"

Who was deaf? Him.

Happiness and sorrow will happen like the ebb and flow of the tide. The goal is to rise above and know joy and bliss through meditation.

The human body is one of the greatest miracles. Experiencing, seeing, hearing...

It has the capacity to realize God, as long as you practice your meditation.

The Kingdom's Secret - a Satsang

Dr. Ashok Modh, the Vice President of Divine Art of Yoga Center, gave the following satsang:

Once there was a king who ruled over a peaceful kingdom. There was no war ever, and the peasants were always very happy, even if they were poor. The whole kingdom was very peaceful and content.

One day a king from a nearby kingdom heard rumors about this happy kingdom and yearned to know their secret. So he sent his Minister to find out. 

When the Minister arrived, he did indeed discover that the town was quite happy. Then he happened to meet one of the king's daughters, and they fell for each other very quickly. When he asked her the secret to the town's happiness, she told him it was because of Neel Mahadev, a cave that possessed a powerful force for peace and happiness. He insisted he be able to see it. 

So she went to her father and asked him to meet the Minister because they wanted to get married. When they met, the Minister agreed to marry her, but on one condition, "I must see the secret in the cave. I must see the Neel Mahadev."

The king reluctantly agreed, but with a condition of his own. "You will be blindfolded to keep its location secret."

So he blindfolded him and led him through the forest until they came to the cave. 

When the Minister entered and removed his blindfold, he saw utter happiness among the townspeople there. They were singing, dancing and having a good time with each other.

The Minister turned to the princess and said, "I will deliver the message of this place to my king, and then come back and marry you."

So when the Minister returned to his kingdom, he told the king all about the wonders of the Neel Mahadev in the cave. The king was astonished and wanted to know more. "How can we find this place if you were blindfolded?"

The Minister said, "I didn't know if I would ever be able to go back or not, so what I did is put seeds in my pocket, which I cut a hole in. As we walked, the seeds would drop out and become planted in the soil. When you go, you just follow those plants and you will get to the cave." 

So this king gathered his forces and descended on the kingdom, conquering the whole town. Then they followed the plants... and found the cave completely empty. There was nothing there except the king.

Everyone is amazed. What happened here? Why is there nothing to be found? 

The king finally says, "Neel Mahadev is nothing but a state of mind. It's the peacefulness of the town that created Neel Mahadev. And when the peace went away, the Neel Mahadev went away."

It is the same with any organization, in any town or community: if we want Neel Mahadev, we need to develop peace, we need to develop harmony, and we need to help everyone work together. Then we can bring Neel Mahadev to help conquer the evil within us.

At the Divine Art of Yoga Center, we can allow the baijis to guide us as our spiritual leaders and help us find our bliss. 

Satsang: Prana, the Mind, and Meditation

At satsang, Gautum baiji said:

"The mind... is so strong, yet so subtle.

It can bring salvation, or bondage.

We have thousands of thoughts, positive and negative. How can we control them so we can have peace?

The mind is so subtle, and to capture a subtle thing, we need a subtle method.

Suppose I want to tie up an ant. If I use a thick rope - the kind you would tie an elephant with - we can tie all the knots we want but there will still be holes big enough for thousands of ants to pass through.

An ant is very small, so if we want to tie it up we need a very fine thread.

So how do we control the mind?

Once there was a body where the organs were fighting with each other. Each organ thought they were the most important, and that without them, the whole body would perish.

Then the eyes said, "Fine, then I will leave for a month and only then will you realize you can't live without me."

So the eyes left for a month. Upon returning, they were surprised the body was functioning.

"How did you live without me?"

"We lived like a blind person. It was hard, but we managed," said the other organs.

The ears said, "Now it's my turn. I know you won't be able to live without me."

And the ears left. Thirty days later they returned.

"How did you live without me?"

"Like a deaf person. It was hard, but we managed."

Then the mind spoke: "Now you're really going to learn a lesson, because I'm leaving for thirty days and if you're still around when I return, I will listen to your tales of suffering."

Thirty days passed, and the mind returned to the body. "You're still alive? How did you live without me?"

"Like a simple child, but we survived."

Finally prana* spoke. "To show you my importance, I am leaving the body now..."

With the prana/life force gone, sudden changes occurred. The eyes became unable to see. The ears could no longer hear. Every single organ began failing.

It was no contest who was the most important.

Prana is like electricity - without it, no appliance can work.

We never think about the life force. We know the importance of not spending too much money, but not how we spend our life force."

So how do we control the mind? It is no coincidence that a good technique for deep meditation is to count... our breaths, our prana.

Meditate, breathe deeply, self realize.

* Prana - breath, considered as a life-giving force. Not merely the breath, air or oxygen, but also the original life force. Prana is a Sanskrit word constructed of the syllables pra and an. 'An' means movement and 'pra' is a prefix meaning constant. Therefore, prana means constant motion. This constant motion commences in the human being as soon as s/he is conceived in his mother's womb. Prana is therefore a type of energy responsible for the body's life, heat and maintenance.

Understanding and "Innerstanding"

Gautum Baiji said feelings are like waves in the water.

Thoughts are like waves.

I asked if the waves were my soul "talking" to me.

She said we are the ocean. The om vibration is already there.

When we calm our mind through meditation, the waves (our thoughts and feelings) will go down and allow us to be the ocean, to be one with our soul.

Baiji's Satsang - The Bird Trapper

"A holy man was walking through the forest when he came upon a man who had a beautiful parrot in a cage. He asked him how he caught it.

'It's easy. I throw down seed until they come to eat it, then I throw my net on top of them. It's almost too easy.'

At this, the holy man had a thought, and decided to purchase the parrot from the trapper.

Once he had the bird to himself, he began to teach it phrases like, 'I'm not eating that seed, you'll catch me!' and 'I'm a smart bird who can see your nets!' These became the parrot's mantras.

Then the holy man let the bird go. When it was free, it went back to its friends in the trees and immediately began saying its new mantras.

The other parrots started repeating them until they were all saying the same mantras.

Later, the holy man came upon the bird trapper again, who now looked very depressed.

'Why are you so sad?' said the holy man.

'Because now the birds are too smart for me to catch them and I'm going to become poor.'

'Why can't you catch them?'

'Don't you hear? They're saying they're too smart for my tricks. They keep saying over and over that they know I'll throw my nets on them if they come eat my seed!'

'Throw your seed and they will still come, trust me," the holy man said.

The bird trapper doubted him, but did it anyway. Sure enough the birds came as usual, and he was able to easily trap them.

The same is true for our own mantras and meditation practice. It does us no good to say nice words over and over if we don't know their meaning, and it does us no good to sit in a meditative pose and not calm our mind sufficiently so our connection with God can happen.